and I did nothing....
i just walked and saw him cry and those bullies make fun of him. I felt so sick to my stomach, how mean cruel children can be sometimes.....


I totally hate myself right now, i hate how i didn't do a dang THING....
worst part was, they were in 5TH GRADE!!!! and i was scared!!!! I was scared that they would call my something racist because of the race difference....im so so so so so so stupid.................. :c...........

my friend, Pat, we've been friends for 3 years; one of the first boys who actually said remembered my name. He was in 2nd grade and I was in 5th when i moved to that school but i didnt care. He was my friend no matter what.

And I let him down....I hope he can get over it soon. He's really immature sometimes disapoints me on his intellect; were both in enrichment , just so you know; but doen't mean I should have let him down.....Gosh, i hate myself so MUCH right now

I probably shouldn't beat myself up so much because probably no one will read this; but I hated myself so much at that moment; as fear over took me and took me down. I will never forget that walk home.....Im sorry Pat.

I cant even do watch-ees right now, i feel way too sick to my stomach.

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